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A Sure Cure for Loser's Lurgy
So I’m finding out how
hard it is to get Luna’s characterization spot-on. She’s probably too
Hermione-ish, but I figured that it would be better to err on the side
of logic than on the side of “OMGLuna-has-the-intellectual-wherewithal-of-a-five-year-old.”
Suggestions for pinning down a better Luna are appreciated :)
Oh, and I should say that this was a
twenty minute writing spurt that wrapped up at 2:01 AM CST. I’m beat.
Seriously, I’m posting this and crashing for the night.
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From a distance,
Luna Lovegood spied a shock of red hair, an outcrop of color against a
sea of browns, blacks, and flaxen blonds. It was Ronald Weasley, sitting
on the bottom step of the Entrance Hall staircase while the crowds
surged uncaringly past him. She waited. She was good at waiting –
waiting for lost things to return, waiting for the laughter to die down,
waiting for some indescribable something that she had yet to
chronicled find within the covers of The Quibbler. At long last, the
crowd dissipated and she trooped down the stairs two at a time.
“Loser’s lurgy?”
she asked softly – knowingly, sitting down beside him and drawing her
knees up under her chin.
“They’re gone,”
came the response. Ron Weasley stared blankly out at the House
hourglasses and Luna, who watched him evenly, knew that he was not
seeing the hourglasses at all. He was seeing beyond…or within. “He
didn’t even say a word. Not one. Not to his best friend – me—” he added,
as though he needed convincing of the fact that he was still Harry
Potter’s best mate.
“You’re afraid
Harry and Hermione won’t need you anymore,” she said sagely, reaching
tentatively out to him.
Ron jerked away
from her touch. “I’m not afraid they won’t need me,” he said in a voice
whose every syllable hinted at hurt feelings.
“It’s not selfish
to want to be needed, Ronald,” she said soothingly, placing her hand on
his shoulder.
“I can’t believe
he – and Hermione, she just—” his jaw was working furiously now –
“But I haven’t a right to be mad at them. Not when they could be dead or
disencumbered or—or—”
“Or trampled by a
herd of rabid heliopaths -- vicious as they are, this time of year. It’s
their mating season, didn’t you know?” Luna said fervently, caught up in
the moment and nodding with a kind of fierce pride.
“They—what?”
Luna stopped
short as she remembered that the average human being did not consider
heliopaths a credible threat to life and limb. “I just got carried away.
But Ronald, sometimes you just have to have a little faith that
everything will turn out alright in the end. It always does, you know.”
“How do you
believe in these things, Luna?” Ron buried his face in his hands.
“Nargles and moon
frogs?” she asked, suddenly disheartened without knowing quite why. It
wasn’t as though she was unused to having her firmly-held beliefs
abused; most of her classmates had made a regular habit of doing just
that.
“No, not that.
You – you still believe in the good…”
“The world’s an
ugly place if you don’t believe in good, Ronald,” she replied,
gazing at him quizzically and thinking nonsensical thoughts. Did he
know, for instance, that the effect of his vibrant red head bowed into
his broad Quidditch Keeper’s hands was undeniably “Quaffle”? Or that
when he was close at hand it was as though a flurry of wrackspurts had
nested in the blonde corona of her hair, making her thoughts go
strangely fuzzy?
“…even after all
that’s happened to you. It’s a rare gift, that’s all. You’re really
something else.”
Something
else. Luna turned the words over in her head, taking in the sound of them.
Whatever he meant by it, it was certainly better than other things she’d
been called.
“Some people
think I’m odd, actually,” she said, taking a brave stab at her normal
absentminded languor even as her breath hitched uncomfortably in her
throat.
“Does it bother
you?”
She looked up
with a start.
“Does it bother
you?” he repeated, standing and pivoting on the spot so that they were
face-to-face. No one had ever asked her that before. No one had
ever looked at her quite like that before either.
“It doesn’t
matter, not really, anyway,” she said in a rush. They weren’t supposed
to be discussing her, not with Ron’s best friend and former girlfriend
gone decidedly AWOL. She tried to change the topic but he rebuffed her
attempts to sidetrack him. There was genuine affection in those blue
eyes.
“They shouldn’t
be the ones to judge—they don’t know you—”
“Do you?” she
asked, quietly, hopefully.
“I really like
you, Luna.”
“As friends,” she
said automatically, the same litany she’d repeated the previous school
year, when she’d attended the Christmas Ball on Harry Potter’s arm. “Not
as more than friends.” The look in his eyes as they searched her face
suggested something along the lines of “more than friends,” and she
shivered. For her, the concept of love was much more abstract and
unknowable than heliopaths and nargles. Love. Love was harder to
get her mind around.
And then –
suddenly – it wasn’t just some wishful abstraction, some feeble
construct born of an overactive imagination.
Funny—
—ironic, really,
that she’d long been in the habit of wandering around – aimlessly, by
all outward appearances – in search of a glint of a silver lining in the
clouds or a flicker of wings or a whoosh of air to suggest some
paranormal presence when what she needed above all was the simplest of
things, offered up in the most tangible of ways. A kiss.
Sometimes, all
you need is a little faith in good.
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A/N: And just to
love and be loved in return, of course ;)
So? Was it horribly appalling? Was Luna completely OOC, mostly off,
partially off, somewhat correct?
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